PnB Rock’s girlfriend Stephanie Sibounheuang has spoken out for the first time since the rapper’s murder a month ago.
When PnB was gunned down by an assailant trying to rob him in South LA, social media was filled with reports that his GF had shared their location of Roscoe’s on Instagram which led to the killers approaching the rapper. The authorities later made a note according to TMZ’s sources that the accused Freddie Trone and his 17-year old son were already in the parking lot of the restaurant when PnB Rock and his girlfriend arrived there.
In the note posted on Instagram, Stephanie says she is not doing okay but is trying her best to cope with the trauma. She also makes a note that PnB saved her life by pushing her under the table as the incident broke out. She added that PnB was a “changed” man and was dedicated to her and his kids.
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Read the full note below. We send our love and wishes to her.
“I am 100% not ok. If I wasn’t spiritual I could kill my self (but then I’ll go to hell and my man not there) My man saved my life, Throwing me under that table. I’m not supposed to be here but bc of him. I am. No one would be able to handle this. TBH, I can’t even handle this.
To witness what I saw and to keep seeing it in my head, to being forced out the restaurant, to not be able to go in the ambulance or the hospital, Car keys, purse and my phone taken from me, forced in the back of a police car, locked in an interrogation room all night, while all this is going on and to be the last person in this world to know my man didn’t make it after having the faith and confidence that he was.
I felt this time in my relationship everything was finally perfect for our family. My man had gave his self to GOD. Did a complete 360. He was loyal. He was patient. He was teachable and a teacher. I was finally letting the past go, and letting him show up as his changed self.
My last day with u. I told you “I know you my husband. I know you my soulmate”
Even it was for a little bit. At least we got to experience what having a soul mate is… and for that…I am grateful.
You told me u hate it took so long, u wish you would’ve changed way sooner.
It takes so much prayer and spiritual therapy to gain the strength to do the simple things in life now.
They say your angels come and stop by and visit you but I feel like mine is always here, it ain’t no stopping by. This life we live on earth is just temporary before we get to heaven or hell. Where we will spend eternity. Only thing matters in this short life is LOVE anything else is irrelevant…you can’t take NONE OF THIS STUFF with you. The devil is running loose on earth. I will never understand a loss so close. I feel so empty. My world is dark now. My heart is broken for the kids.
Cover me with strength, grace, and vision to carry on for the family. Shed light on this world in such dark times. Let your power overcome evil. Pain is real. No matter how rich u are, how famous u are, how spiritual u are. Some pain is inevitable.”
